Sometimes, I want to fight. Maybe that's why I have slight anger issues. But, I don't mean 'fight'. I mean 'fight for'. I think all of us would like to have something to fight for, because that means we have a reason to fight for it. We need just as much reason as we need rhyme. And, well, it's about time.

It's true that a part of me is wanting for selfish reasons. That's what happens to all of us. Maybe it's not that I want to be famous, but well-respected. That's a fine wish to have, I think.

I suppose most blogs are about what goes on in our everyday lives. Maybe one reads this. And, if that one, maybe two. I would like two readers.

It's the beginning of the holiday season. Happy Hanukkah. And soon to Christmas. Soon to be New Year's. I actually bought gives this year, loving giving them. Though I am getting some, I admit that I am most excited for my boyfriend's. Though we are both Jewish, he is from Russia and celebrates New Year's as though it were Christmas. He is used to many presents (something which I am used to but of quite low, but loving quality) and keeps adding to mine (three at this point). I bought him a GPS which is more than I've spent on anybody and he loves. I have never met a human being with a worse internal compass then him, so this was the most useful gift he could have received. But, there is nothing that I specifically want this year, which makes me even more excited to see what he got me.

You see, it's not about the presents themselves. I really do believe that the love he shows me is the greatest thing in the world. Nobody makes me happier than him. But, what he wants to give me are things that he believes will make me happy. Because, he loves seeing me happy. I think I'm mostly excited for these gifts because he's excited to see me excited.

This is my first holiday season with someone special in my life. One year ago, I barely knew the guy. Now, he's the love of my life. And, it's all just a moment in a series of moments of time that both doesn't exist and lasts far beyond and far after my lifetime.

And, if right now all I'm fighting for is love and happiness, I think I'll be all right.