Futuring.

School has become less of a priority for me. I still plan on passing all my classes, I hope. But, my Gen Eds just aren't focusing me. I'm commited to my acting classes. Never before have I cared so much about them. I'm going to be taking a class at the Neo-Futurarium which will help my body awareness. This is strange for me. No longer am I just acting because I can, but it's starting to become a passion for me. Something I love and can't live without. Being on stage. Performing. And, don't get me wrong, doing something like TML which is considered "not performing" is still a dream of mine. The dream of mine, possibly.

I wonder if this passion is partly coming from the relationship I am in right now. He knows how to make me happy without being anything other than himself. And, that makes me want more and more passion in my life. More and more happiness. Because, I refuse to let this feeling go. Who would want to?